saturdei agen?
why does everything repeat? i min weeks always repeat, months, cycle? naaaa... just kidding. well i dont really know what to do right now. ive just realized that things hve gone in a good way. (hope so) ive did so many rong descisions in life but damn it feels so right.mm. well maybe things were not meant to be. maybe i was only dreaming in a life of fantasy? but as time passes by.(tiktaktiktak..) it let me realized that i was not dreaming it was all true. it wasnt just a dream that i felt , there was an essence in life that i really learned. i really dont know what is it, but i know that it was lecture for me to learn. now that im goin a couple of weeks, i dont know what to do, i cant imagine far away from people ive love.. i myself dont know what really will happen? there maybe accidents, but ofcourse i dont wana think about it. but what if that happens? how can i tell them that they were a big part of my life? that you were the ones who made my life happy (when i was alone.) you were the ones who let me realize the right and wrong things that ive made. there are many things to realized but yet i cant figure it out all. maybe it wasnt my time yet to know them... but for me, life was something i really treasure most. and the most thing that i really treasure is my family. they let me know what the true meaning of life is... i was so thankful that even my family wasnt appear to be okei,atleast i felt that there was still love on it. i was still lucky that they were very concern for me. and now, that ive undrstand a part of it, i really would want to pay back for eveything maybe not in money but love. and i think even if you pay me a million dollars you'llnever get to standout cause only one will do and that is LOVE. now, the only thing that i would do is just to let them feel how much they've touched my life...
